im so sick of people telling me to chill out when im not freaking out about anything! im sick of this shit. im not fucking five years old. i can handle myself. see theres this guy that i know who is two years younger than i am, and he's telling me all about life and how it all is.. and how im such a horrible person for taking medication. i just dont see why people dont treat me as the age that i am. its funny how one person can ruin your ENTIRE day. god i dont like this kid. he honestly thinks that he knows me better than i do. and i may not know where i stand in everything i like, but im here in my mind 24/7.. im pretty sure i know myself and about my life than he does. for example, he thinks that its comepletely stupid that im manic. and that i did it to myself. and im not saying that i know why it happened to me, but it gives him no right to talk about me an the manner that he does. he thinks that im not who i really am with my meds. and that would make sence if my meds did more than make me not blow up on people. its does NOTHING for my depression. is that so hard to comprehend? i dont know why im still talk to this ass wipe.. he's also against part of my family's ways. like being gay. he thinks its completely discusting. (and for those that agree with him, keep your comments to yourself) he just pisses me off. he mocks me, makes fun of me, looks down on me.. just fuck him. he also thinks im a horrible person for having sex. its not that big a deal.. i mean.. it is.. but its not like i sleep around! ive had sex 2 times. (and some know what happened with the second one..) im just so sick of people like him.. thinking that they have gone through so much hardache so when someone else goes through it its like.. it doesnt matter what you feel. its only what they think you feel and what you should do. well.. to all those people who may judge me about my depression and the fact that i take meds for it: fuck you. im doing the best that i can to get through everything thats comming at me. and i personally think its a good idea that im on my meds cause i would be killing people left and right. and its not like im a different person, cause im not. im still me. deal with it.