ok so fuck everything. i just spent the last ten minutes spilling my heart out on this fucking thing and the fucker just decides to log me off and not save what i wrote. god this day just keeps getting better and better.. first, i have to go home when i dont want to. then, i fuck up the love of my life's life. my best friend gets hammered AGAIN. this guy blames me for his bad relationship problems. the fucking computer didnt save my blog.. and i am completely fucking love with the most amazing person in the world. and i wouldnt think that was bad if i didnt royaly fuck up.