dont you just love the feeling that the people closest to you just hate you? i have to say that through the years i havnt quit gotten used to it.. i know that in my life there are going to be people that arent going to like me at all. but i usually dont expect it to be the people i care about.. i guess rumor and talk is going to cost me some of the friends in my life.. hell im loosin them left and right.. might as well have none at all!! just fuck it.. fuck life.. fuck everything..