im sitting here in school.. homeroom.. yay.. its so fucking cold in here its not even funny.. i have to be in here for like the next two hours or something cause there are other people in the school that are taking iSTEP.. that was a fun test.. god.. i hated that test.. anyway.. im sitting in homeroom and these two guys start talking about our english teacher and the fact that shes had a lot of miscarraiges.. and they start making fun of her for it! thats fucking bullshit. i've never had one, but my friends mom had six of them before they had her (sarah).. loosing a kid is one of the most awful things in life.. and anyone can tell that even if they havent had or lost one.. i havnt blogged in a while.. nothing really has gone on though.. not too exciting.. school, work, sleeping, cleaning room, ya know.. shit like that... work i guess is going ok. i think i might quit.. i didnt want to go into food anyway.. but yesterday laurena made me use the frier thing.. and im like terrified by it and i burned my finger.. and i just got really upset and she made me finish what i was doing even though she could see that i was mortified.. i turned in a bunch of applications to places like whether vane, gap, gadzooks, and stuff like that.. ya know.. clothes! fuck yeah.. i want my employers discount! i get a free meal every time i work at great steak and potato, but i would rather have clothes than food. lol.. school is going ok. not much has really gone on.. i dont like my art class anymore cause some people found out about myself and they hate me for it now.. they laugh and say discusting things about me when they see me.. i duno.. i care.. but at the same time im not really sure that i do. i know it bothers me and makes me wanna cry.. but i duno. not much else is going on.. at least not anything worth talking about..