so to go alone with my completely shitty summer.. i had a completely shitty first day of school. up until 2nd period i was ok i was going fine.. and then one of my "friends" (he and a mutual friend of mine just kinda desided that they werent ever going to talk to me again) gives me this really cold look. and to make that better, i knew NO ONE in that class and i felt alone and regected. it all went down hill from there.. god.. this is supposed to be MY last two years. the two that are supposed to be different. but its the same as it always is.. and it hurts..