confusion and pain..

by ajamais2007
*crying*... i dont know how much more of my life i can take.. everything is comming back to haunt me.. and i cant run from it anymore.. i love her. i truely do. i cant and wont do anything about it.. but i do love her. i dont know whats going on.. but i feel that some of the things that i say are taken out of context and told to her.. and its tearing me apart.. its like.. im the only one who knows what i said.. its making me reconsider who i trust. so im just not going to talk about her anymore.. at least not to other people.. im so sick of rumors and lies.. its killing me from the inside out.. i dont know what to do anymore.. i just dont know.. im just.. im so sorry..
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Who said someone else told me? I save ALL conversations. Remember? I'm sorry for hurting you, but there's not much I can do anymore that doesn't hurt one of us, and I'm sick of being in pain. So I'm sorry, but I've gotta move on, and I want my stuff back. That's all today was about. And if you love me, that's nice, but you told me that there's not gonna be an us, so guess what...there's not an us.
Firstly, you have my email. Secondly, there will be no "us" in the future. You had your chance. I'm not playing your games anymore.
Thank you!