something is happening to me.. and im not sure what it is.. i think they are moving on.. and its scaring the shit outa me.. i love them so much.. and i feel that i cant do anything about it. im still not sure about a lot of things.. but i dont want my thinking to go to waste or.. be thinking about all this for no reason.. i dont know why this is effecting me like it is.. this has happened before and i was fine.. i dont know whats going on.. and i feel like theres nothing i can do.. im gonna go cry now.. *sigh* i need a hug...