life is tiring.. this entire year has gone to shit.. and not because of recent events.. just everything in general. i just want school to start. im going into my junior year.. im going to start out fresh. ehh.. i hate that word.. fresh.. it just.. i duno sounds bad.. dont ask.. anyway.. i think im the only person out of all my friends that likes school. i dont love it.. but i like it. i hate being around so many people that dont like me.. but i love to watch people.. no im not one of those weirdos that watches people while they sleep.. i just.. i duno.. i watch people and i study their actions.. its fun to me.. yeah.. im going to stop talking now.