cant the drama ever stop.. i mean.. i love it all, but it just.. hurts.. i dont want my life to be easy.. but i jesus.. lets just pile it on! im already a complicated person.. i dont need anything else.. *sigh*.. this is why im not with anyone.. i may want to.. and i may be ready to.. but i wouldnt be able to take it if something were to happen. i mean seriously, im already under a lot of shit right now.. and i dont need more of it. and i dont wanna complain cause so many people have it so much worse than i do.. but.. this shits hard! sometimes i just need.. solitude..