I did have this whole random thoughts entry all typed up but I don't know where the hell it went becuz it's not here anymore. And it was really good, too. One of my less depressing, more funny ones. Damnit. So anyway, last night was a pretty good night. I went out with Jess, her bf Chad, and Matt. It was the first time me and Matt were actually out together in about 2 weeks. I realized why I love him so much. He's so funny and great. And he reassured me that that girl at the dance was not a date but it was more of a group thing. I don't know. I have such highs and lows with this guy. Sometimes I am so ecstatic to just be around him and other times when I'm not around him, I get so fucking depressed. I knew this was going to be a problem when I got together with him. This is just the way I am. I really do need to be on medicine for this depression thing but I'm petrified of pills. I hate this class. I love it becuz I can get online whenever I want but we have so much busy work. I DESPISE BUSY WORK! I have a Rufio song stuck in my head but I can't remember what it's called. And it's really only one lyric: "You and me were dancing the night away..." Anyone know what it is? It's bothering me. I'm going to the Texas Renaissance Festival this Saturday! I am so excited. I love Ren. Fest! Matt's birthday party is on Sunday and I need to go get him his present. He picked it out yesterday at the mall and it's only $12 which is good. God, I really love this kid. I am so fucked. Has anyone ever heard of Element 80? They kick ass! OMG! Anyways, I'm bored and need to start working. I'll see you kiddies later.