Man, today has got to be the most boring day ever. My parents aren't even here so I'm alone and none of my friends are home or answering their cells... I wanted to see Peter Pan today! But nooooo.. oh well, I guess I need some "alone time"...hehe. I'm leaving for Jasper tomorrow to spend New Years with my buddie Meagan and her familia. I want to see Matt today. I hung out with Josh yesterday and Amy and Tyler and Meagan...we went to the bowling alley and played pool and believe it or not, I didn't suck! I was surprised too. I like Josh but I know that nothing would ever happen cuz he's butt crazy in love with Amy...but then again, who isn't? I wish my bf would actually want to spend time with me...instead of hanging out with Ian and Rachel all of the time. I guess I'm used to it. Why shouldn't I be? I'm always come second anyway. Lindsay wants to go see Justin soon...his birthday's tomorrow. I don't think I should see him. At all. It's been a year since I've seen him last. We're overdue. He's engaged though and I have a bf and life sucks major dick. oh well.