I would have updated again last night but since I'm with familia... I couldn't. Yeah, basically the lives of two of my ex best friends has changed so drastically in the past... 3 days that I can't even begin to tell the story. I don't even think you'd want to hear the story. In a nutshell, on Thursday Jessica hooked up with Justin... (which is okay, becuz well it's not okay but whateva). And then on Friday, she hooks up with Marcus at the beach. Okay does this not sound like my life like two years ago??? The guy I was in love with and then the guy who took my virginity away??? I mean, really now!!! And THEN Meagan. Alright I already knew Meagan was a ho... I basically made it okay for her to be one. She had booty hole sex!!! With Wesley Davis!! And she didn't even know who he was... she met him that night... what if she got diseases?? Becuz Wesley... not to hate.. isn't the most legitimate guy out there. He's not even on Cato level and that's pretty bad. I know that I shouldn't care so much. It isn't my life... it never was. I'm not really part of their lives anymore becuz we've all drifted so far apart. I just wish we had some of our MAJA magic left. It was so much fun. Well Meagan's not a butt virgin anymas and Jessica just made me wanna kill myself... and that's never really happened before. I never want to talk to Justin or Marcus ever again. And right now I don't want to talk to Jessica. I'm gonna go. I have places to go and people to pretend around.