Today is Friday the 13th, the day before Valentine's Day, and National Ska Day. For all of you who don't know what ska is, you are missing out. I realized why I was so sad and couldn't get happy... it's becuz I was listening to depressing ass music all the time. Like I love Evanescence and all the stuff but today is going to be all about ska and things that are happy. Becuz I was happy all summer and I was single all summer. And I wasn't sad then. Sure, I got dumped and it may be like the 5th time but it's okay... what do I need a bf for? Just to fuck my life up. And if I need some, I know where to go. Today is the day before Valentine's Day. And I'm actually not sad about being alone. I was going to be sad, but I'm not anymore! I'm fine! Dandy, even. I don't care that Justin hasn't called me in for-fucking-ever. It's okay. We had the anniversary of our first kiss on the 6th and I called him and said "happy anniversary of our first kiss" and he got really quiet and was like "felicia's over, bye". He's such a fucking dick. Now Stephanie has to update: guys blow specially ones w/o jobs. all mine wants for vday is to go to a homies and fuck. what fun. how romantic. he better take me out to eat or imma be pissed and he aint gon get shit. have a happy vday. =] mine shall be wonderful. buh bye!! I wish I could that much action on Vday...but hey what else am I gonna do. I'm chillin with Lindsay, Meagan, and Tyler tomorrow night and we're going to go eat and watch movies at Meg's house and be losers like always but I have at fun at least. Well, I'm gonna go...oh yeah I have to convince my ex bf not to kill himself today. Great fun.