Man, oh man. What a weird weekend. Not really weird, but confusing. Ever since Matt has been in Dallas I have been thinking about us. And how we rushed a lot of things. I guess I should explain what happened yesterday. The game was in Houston and we lost...thank god...I was so sick of football season. Side note: my parents are fucking bipolar. Anyways, so after the game me, Lin, and Josh go to my house to watch Stigmata. Josh is one of my buddies...he's really sensitive and we're into the same things and he kicks ass at the guitar. I think he likes me, but I really can't tell. I LOVE MATT. I LOVE MATT. Right? He makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I'm so fucking confused right now. I can't even explain how much.