I wanna do someone tonight. Guy or girl. I don't care. I don't if I wanna "do" them or if I just wanna make out. Making out is so passionate and you look at the person and yada yada... fucking is fast, furious... without feeling. Tommy... on my mind... idk why... maybe cuz we fucked... it was so different... like softspoken... way different than Cato... wow I really like these "dot dot dots"... LoL. Shawn's at Wild Bill's tonight. This doesn't bother me. I really should not be doing this. I don't understand how I went from dating freshmen to getting involved with 28 year old men. MEN. Whoa, they're old. My hair is insanely oily. Grossness. I miss Lindsay... I really do. Right now, we'd probably be cruising in her car jamming to some ska and being best friends. I called her phone and left her a sweet message and I REALLY hope she calls me back. Cuz I miss her. I need to listen to my Ska Mix. Damn you Tommy! Wondering Tommy's hat is.... Tyler's car! Wonderful! Have you ever been in love with one of your best friends? Cuz I am and it fucking sucks. Cuz she's a she. Sara, I know you don't wanna think that I'm bi but seriously I fucking am. When we kiss, I wanna tell her everything... I cry thinking about it. She's everything and nothing. She's preppie and I don't hate her for it... which is insanely odd. She'll never know. Cuz she's only a *Drunk Lesbian*. I'm pathetic. I wanna listen to the Used but Tyler's on the phone.... grrrness! All my Heart.