I'm gonna have AC/DC stuck in my head becuz of the damn kids in this class. Don't get me wrong...AC/DC kicks ass but only in short and sweet dosages. I hope today's gonna be a good day. I'm actually have a good hair day and hopefully the rest of my day will just be good. I love Matt. Sorry, I had to say it. OMG, I'm so fucking sick and tired of people trying to convince me that I'm not in love with Matt. Me and Tyler stayed on the phone for a hour last night and he made me sad becuz he's like, "i think you're in love with the thought of being in love with him" and shit like that. Do people not know how much that hurts? I know I kinda rushed into this thing with Matt but it's not like I can go back and change my mind. *Love is a forever thing* I can't help but think that the people that are supposed to love me most don't want to see me happy. They're so used to me being miserable that the second I find someone that genuinely makes me happy and that I love, they're like "oh it's not real". Fuck my friends. I'm tired of them trying to confuse my feelings for Matt. I love Matt with all of my heart and I can't explain why or how much or anything. I just know that I do. And that's all that matters. On a lighter note, BCIS sucks! Haha. It doesn't help that I sit right next to some fucking country addicts....ahhhh..fuck. And I don't have speakers on my computer so I can't blast some fucking Manson or Metallica. Hooray for Metallica. Weeeeeee... I'm going delirious. Did I eat this morning? Yeah I had a donut and some oj...without pulp. I love pulp and my mom always forgets! GR! My buddie Stephanie says hi. Hehe. She's grrrrreat. I wanna hang out with my Nederland buddies this weekend. I saw Tristan at Hobby Lobby and I miss those guys! New seating chart....ughhhh...I better get fucking speakers this time. Hehe. Laters.