Man, starting my period is like Heaven now... except the cramps fucking suck. But seriously girls never take your period for granted. You'll be scared as shit when it doesn't come. The Used's "I'm a Fake" is an awesome song. I'm tired of people asking me why I used to cut or whatever. For one, it's like a personal decision kinda like therapy. And secondly it's an addiction... it makes things feel better sometimes. People that don't do it just don't understand and they shouldn't try to condemn people who do it. My friends are so fucked up right now. Lindsay fucking hates me and wants to blame all her boyfriend and friend problems on me. She's really the only friend I'm having problems with. I'm just going to say what everyone's already thinking: Brandon is a fucking REBOUND BOYFRIEND. I love him to death, he's awesome but Lindsay got with him to make sure she's still hott shit. I realized why I like Shawn so much. He reminds me of Erek... they look alike, they talk alike, they're like the same color.... it's identical. Mostly. He did the sweetest/cutest thing yesterday. He called me just to tell me he couldn't call me until later cuz he was gonna be upstairs drinking margaritas. He's my little Shawnie Poo. I need a "hot vagina"! I heart Lacy E. OMG! _______ and ________ getting together would be so great! I'm so happy for them! Yayness!