dear writer I dont know why I exist or why you do but I know what I like crazy of me but what is is Who is this kid? I wanna know! He confuses me and I like people that confuse me. I'm angry cuz I had an entire entry last night all typed and ready to go and I click save and it kicks me off my user name and I'm like wtf???!! Now that people I know read my diary and shit, I'm sort of scared to put what I really feel. I had an epiphany over the long weekend! I talked to to an old friend Chris on Friday and he made me realize that I am not completely disgusting. And that if I love myself... others will love me too. Yay. How long has it taken me to get this far? Oh yeah 16 years. But my mom and dad still don't understand me. But I have to get off now. I love my friends y mis compadres. I Love Everyone. Especially 311. And I'm forgiving Matt today. Everyone say say Fuck Yeah! and go on your merry way.