Shawn said I changed. Why does this have to bother me so fucking much? I know I've changed. Being with Austin has made me slightly more innocent and definitely more trustworthy. It's just the way he said it.... "you changed, you changed..." in such a mocking asshole tone. Just becuz I can't play along with his stupid little pedophile fantasy anymore doesn't mean I've changed! Makes me question whether or not to work at camp this summer. That's everyday where I have to see him and deal with his glances at my ass and wonder if I can actually be left alone with him without being raped. That's everyday where I won't get to see Austin becuz he's here waiting for me... probably not working... probably getting carpal tunnel at his computer and cruising around in his beautiful car. He said before me, he didn't really have a life. He sat at home... on his computer... and cruised in his car. Now he actually has somewhere to go and someone to go to... I really like him. Prom was wonderful. I had such a good time. And I looked f-ing hott. I'm going to another prom just so I can wear my dress again. =)