Day 13

Feeling: reborn
I wanted to run away and ditch school forever today... it was just one of those days where you have nothing motivating you to stay where you are supposed to stay. I just want my parents to see that I'm trying my hardest... I don't think they know how much I actually have sacrificed for my ridiculous Algebra II class... the charade that Ms. Goodrich has put me through is more extensive than she could possibly imagine. I really want it to be summer again, so the sun comes out and people get happy again... it's so hard to stay bright when it's so dark and gloomy out. I'm leaving for Flagstaff with Jazz Choir too, It'll be fun, I think my sis' is gonna see us too. And speaking of Jazz Choir, results were posted for who made Jazz and Voices... and it's hilarious to see people who made it into Jazz brag about themselves and how good they are when you're already in it... not that I'm that good of a singer, but I think it's kinda weak when someone has to talk about how talented they are... it just kinda makes you take a step back when you see people getting all personal and touchy-feely with something that you've been involved in for almost a year. I think some kids most definitely did deserve to get in though... it's going to be fun next year. Sleep well all wish us luck @ the competition.
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#1 good luck at NAU dude!! u guys are going to do great! #2.. i noticed that today to.. about people who made jazz.. .i couldn't really act happy (even though i was inside lol) so many of my friends didn't make it so i felt bad acting happy.. but yea i hope i'm not one of the ones u thought acted like that lol.. but i'm really exctied to be with u guys next year! it should be fun
~Erin
[Anonymous]
#1 good luck at NAU dude!! u guys are going to do great! #2.. i noticed that today to.. about people who made jazz.. .i couldn't really act happy (even though i was inside lol) so many of my friends didn't make it so i felt bad acting happy.. but yea i hope i'm not one of the ones u thought acted like that lol.. but i'm really exctied to be with u guys next year! it should be fun
~Erin
[Anonymous]
have fun @ NAU! Keelie & ppl fro DMHs will be there too. -M
[Anonymous]
heyy! i came across ur diary on random and i think its aweomse.

relient k rocksss!! : )))

good luck at ur competition.

take care. jenn
[Anonymous]
Good luck in flagstaff.. you should do great... sometimes we all feel like we need to just ditch...lol.. but you should do great.. GO JAZZ.......
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