Stability

Feeling: comfortable
Okay, I have a few things that I really need to talk about. First off (as I had expected) school this year is amazing, I love it. I love being there, I love the people, I love learning new stuff, I love talking to people, I love singing for two hours straight everyday. I genuinely think this year will be one of the best of my life. Secondarily, I've had the strangest recurring dream about 7 or 8 times over the last few weeks and I can't seem to stop thinking about it. It's probably one of the most frightening things I've ever had to think about. In this dream, it always starts off as a good dream, and I'm having a good time with friends, whether it be here or L.A or the beach or the mountains and completely out of nowhere, all the sudden, everything goes quiet and I turn around to see an infinitely tall, fiery mushroom cloud from an atomic bomb explosion. This dream is so vivid, that all of the times I've had it, I've thought it was real, and I've woken up confused. It's just when I see it, there's such a reaction, such a sinking of everything. It's like all connection with anyone and anything I had had up until that point was now made useless by someone else's hatred. In the dream, none of the friends that I'm with nor I have time to say anything, but when can just see the shockwave coming towards us at an inescapable rate. It just freaks me out to think about it... to think that man could possibly amount to something like that. I guess the weirdest part about my dream is the fact that my life IS that good right now, I know that I love life right now, and nothing is really making me think negatively like that. I'm gonna keep loving people to the best of my ability (kinda like I always do) and just amount to more than normal. Sorry to freak you out guys, but please don't be hesitant to leave comments and stuff. I respect, and appreciate you all for being here for me and leaving me nice comments. Goodnight kids.
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I really wish I could appreciate Saguaro as much as you do. I know I'll regret disliking it my last year : (
P.S. your high notes were great!!!
your jazz buddy,
Kristen