Got home from church a couple of minutes ago. A few things cool, a few things not... here's the downlow. The band that I'm in at my church has the talent to be an excellent band, but we constantly struggle with actually blending and finding out how to share space musically with each other. And the worst part is that we're so much better than these stupid mistakes we make on a weekly basis. Hopefully when we start practicing multiple times a week this summer we'll start to come together. I'm excited for this band you guys, I think this band might actually be part of what God wants me to do with my life... maybe that's why I lost this election, so I could have more time to practice with C.J. I don't know now, but hey, that would definitely be cool to be part of a professional worship band... you know, and make songs that everyone around the world can sing along to. That's a pretty massive dream of mine. Anyways, the other part of this entry (the title-explanitory part) is about my own music. I'm starting to play with alot more intensity. I don't necessarily have to be playing loud or fast, but when I play, I do it with a kind of precision and attention to detail that I just don't have in any other aspects of my life. I never thought I could be as good at guitar as I am now (not that I'm good (because, you can take my word for it, I've got a long way to go)). I'm also beginning to let the music do the talking for me, I'm starting to get that kind of communication I was talking about earlier, about telling stories and what not. I love it too, I can make myself 1000X happier by just playing around in any given key for an hour or two. It's alot more fun than trying to make music that isn't yours (though that can be a good time as well). I'm going to play some XBOX Live now guys, the new Halo 2 maps are out... but hey, have a lovely night everyone, and don't work too hard these next few weeks (that's my job).