Thought Alot

Listening to: Ben Folds Five- Air
Feeling: tenacious
I've had so much on my mind lately, it's exhausting. I've made people happy, I've made people depressed (supposedly), I've had great days and I've had terrible days... but most importantly, I love it. Today was all over the place, it started off excellent, became even better, and then crashed into the ground in a spiral of miscommunications and dead car batteries. Namely because of me. I had work today @ four... let's just say that the four o'clock aspect of that didn't so much happen as much as the 5:10 aspect of it did. My boss wasn't mad though, he can't be... because he knows that I'm the only one who will actually try at his job, the only one who will actually apply himself and work to become better at his job, unlike everyone else that I work with. I decided today that I don't ever want to become the kind of adult that just makes excuses to make sense of a bad situation. It seems like there are far too many of those people who act like that in this world to have me added to the number. And I would suppose that you could call Julie my girlfriend now. It's new for me, but I LOVE IT... I think about her day and night, and I just can't get over how graceful and beautiful she really is. She's so unlike alot of people in that respect. It's cool though, because she likes me too... and that's a really good feeling to have. Knowing that there's someone out there who genuinely wants to hear what you have to say, and genuinely wants to know who you are, what your faults are and what makes you tick. Julie does that for me. I'm done talking now. My car's fixed, my mom's home from a trip to Canada she was supposed to be on (bad plane) and I'm done with work for the night (but not Trigonometry (ever.)). Have a nice night my friends.
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hey david- thanks a lot for your comment, you're a sweetie and your words meant a lot. i hope the stuff going wrong in your life gets better as well. stay awesome