I'm about an inch away from having a mental breakdown. First, LaRee IM'd me, and she kept telling me that I was a bitch, but she wouldn't tell me what I did wrong or anything. So I told her that when she feels like elaborating on that, she can e-mail me, and then I blocked her. I fucking hate it when people do that. Especially when CLOSE FRIENDS do that. I've lost enough friends because they decided to be assholes like that, and I really don't want to lose LaRee like that, but at the moment, I'm not very fucking fond of her. Then I called Sandra, because I really needed to talk, because I was pissed and confused and annoyed with LaRee. But Sandra wasn't there. Her mom picked up the phone and told me that Sandra's being sent to North Star tomorrow, and that she's gonna be there for a long time. Her mom is a fucking idiot. This is, what, the third or fourth time she's gone there? Does her mom not realize that it ISN'T FUCKING WORKING?! She needs something stable, for Christ's sake! North Star isn't gonna fucking help her, just like it didn't fucking help her before. I don't know why this is eating me up so much. I should be fucking used to it by now.