Well, this morning sucked. I was in the car on the way to school, and I was feeling really depressed and shitty. I just wanted to stay home and crawl into bed. I was thinking about Ella, as I usually am all the time.... And dad turns on Everything you Want. I wanted to throw myself out of the car into traffic. I suddenly couldn't breathe, and I wanted to cry so much. If I were home I wouldn't have bothered holding my tears back. I wanted to go home, and wallow in self-pity. What's worse, I have a presentation today and I feel a migraine coming on. Fuck. *** Well, that sucked. Okay. I got to school, sat down at the computer, wrote the above entry, went to math as my migraine go worse, left class twice to get water and just breathe without Scott bugging me, skipped poetry, and went to the nurse. She called my dad, but he wasn't there. So she called mom, and mom wasn't there either! So I just layed in her office for a while and drank a whole bunch fo water. Then mom called, saying she would come to get me if she could, but she couldn't because Jess has the bloody car. So Cathy gets her permission to give my Tylenol. Then a couple minutes later, Dad calls and says he on his way to pick me up. He doesn't get there until FORTY MINUTES LATER. His office I a friggin' block away! When we got home, Jess and Kelly were there. So they picked on me for a while, then I went to my room and went to bed for about an hour. I woke up, had lunch, and sat around doing nothing for a while. Then at four, Dad, Jess and I went to see Constantine. It was pretty good. It was slow at the biginning and end, but it was pretty cool in the middle :P Then we came home and ordered Chinese. So basically I just sat around and stuffed myself all day, between naps. God, I'm so fucking lazy.