Feeling: sad/happy Well. Jordan's plane left at 10:00 this morning. I feel alone. Well, he decided to show up on Tuesday. I was still pretty P.O.ed at him when I saw him, but it all turned out good--my mom forgot to call me up to get my maccaroni, so it was rock hard when she realized that she forgot so we got pizza anyway. And we had fun. Jordan really liked the movie. It's a great movie. Abbot and Costello are great :) Anyway. I talked to Ceci today, for the first time in a LONG time. She actually got on Yahoo, if you can believe it. I miss her a lot too. I really wanna go to Chicago and visit her and Sean and Cale--my two college friends that I met on Yahoo :) I've known them for about two and a half years and I've never actually met them. Ummm.... We went out to the building lot yesterday. Ray and I played Risk, even though I hate it. People should have been praising me--if I hadn't agreed to play, he would've never shut up about it. It's been his favorite board game is he was eight, and everyone else hates it. I was happy. Scooter, my cousin Chris's dog, loves me :D Chris says she doesn't let anyone pick her up except Chris herself and her husband, Chris (it's really funny, they're both names Chris :P), but Scooter would come when I called when she was ignoring everyone else, and let me pick her up. I think she knows that I love her after I spent the summer with them two years ago. I would stay with her whenever Chris was out of the house, because Scooter would get really worked up and sad when Chris left. Anyway. I joined Jess's RP. It's fun. There are only two posts so far, one from me and one from Jess, but it's still fun. I can't wait until Jess posts, or Danni (Jess's best RP friend) posts, so I can post again :D The Toilet Man is coming today. Yay! Exciting! *choke* He's installing a new toilet in Jess and my bathroom, because the old one is leaking. Actually, he was supposed to be here an hour ago, but he hasn't shown up. Oh, well. I couldn't care less about the damn toilet. Okay, I'm done. I might write again later is something happens. Bye. TTFN! *** Oh, yes, Jess's Role-playing group is here: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/written_in_the_stars. It's a public thing, so join if you anyone wants to! The characters that are in use at the moment: Alex Felton--elpcougaralto Alyson Hanigan--elpcougaralto Benjamin Burnley--alaskas_free_spirit (me) Brendan Fraser--jessi_the_untalented, rick_oconnell_the_adventurer, brens_emu_lover(Jess) Britney Spears--unknown Christina Aguilera--mizxtina Danni Rivers--elpcougaralto Jai Rodriguez--elpcougaralto Onyx O'Toole--elpcougaralto Any other characters are open (your favorite celebrity, yourself, or your own original character). Buh-bye. *** last cigarette: I've never smoked in my life and I never plan to. last car ride: thirty minutes ago. last kiss: I’d have to get to my FIRST kiss before I could get to my last one. last library book checked out: I can’t remember, I don’t go to the library much (I prefer Titlewave). last book read: Loser by Jerry Spinelli last cuss word uttered: Fucker (to my dumbass computer….) last beverage drank: Diet Pepsi last food consumed: corn fritters and Jo-Jo’s from Freddies last crush: Hmmmm….. Ryan and Nick at the same time. last phone call: Jordan last tv show watched: Will and Grace (they’re great!) last time showered: yesterday morning last shoes worn: my Vans sandals last cd played: Breaking Benjamin’s “We Are Not Alone.” What else? last item bought: Cirque Du Freak volume one by Darren Shan last downloaded: I don’t download, I listen to LAUNCHcast last annoyance: Jordan blowing me off. last disappointment: read above last soda drank: Diet Pepsi last thing written: SitDiary entry last key used: car keys last words spoken: “Christina Aguilera AND Britney Spears?!” last sleep: this morning last IM: earlier today last sexual fantasy: …I don’t think I’ve ever had one…… last ice cream eaten: Vanilla with chocolate syrup last time amused: watching talking with my cousins Chris and Ray yesterday. last time wanting to die: ummm today, when Jordan called me from the airport in Washington. last time in love: When I first saw Ryan. last time hugged: when I went over to Angelina’s house with Carmen :D last time scolded: a LOOOONG time ago. last bra worn: Does it have to get THAT personal? last time dancing: ummmm, I think it was when I went to Dance class with Mum and Dad. last time crying: after Jordan left my house on Tuesday.