Okay, I'll start from before. Two nights ago, Sandra spent the night and we went on a walk for a while. We stopped at the gravel pit and hung out for a while, and we were talking and somehow it slipped into the conversation that I don't find myself attractive.... She took out her lighter and threatened to burn me unless I admitted I'm attractive :P I still don't think I am though.... Then we went home for a while and hung out there and talked to Jordan. A little while later, around eleven or so, we walked over to Sandra's house and then from there we walked with her brother Andrew and her friend Andy to Carrs to get snacks. We went back to her house for about thirty minutes and hung out and played Resident Evil with her other brother before coming back to my house. Then yesterday, Sandra called me up, and she was crying, so we went on a walk like we always do when one of us needs to talk, and she told me about what was going on. She got in a fight with Andy. Meh, I don't feel like explaining it right now.... Anyway, besides that.... Let's see. My mom bought me a new eisle, and we set it up on the back porch so I can paint outside. It's cool. I went out there with my laptop (for music) and painted for a while. I'm really not too great at painting, but I don't care, it's fun. My cousins left today! :( It makes me sad. Allen-Michael and Seth are my coolest cousins! *Cries* it's nice to have some family my own bloody age for once, I'm sick of having to rotate between the 7-year-olds and the 30-year-olds. I wouldn't even mind that much if Jess and Brenda and Pat and all the other adults would talk about ANYTHING OTHER THAN COLLEGE! I'm fucking sick of it! I've heard it all a million times and I'm not even the one going to college yet, and they never talk about anything else. Anyway. Yeah, I'm gonna miss my cousins. Besides, the fact that they were family that was aware of the fact that I'm bi was even cooler. I'm tired of my family not knowing, or at least not acknowledging it.... Anyway. I have Seth and Allen-Michael's e-mails and Allen-Michael's cell phone number and everything, so we can keep in touch. Yayness! Hahaha. I told Sandra that I wanted to experiment with a girl some more, and she said she was gonna hook me up with her friend Alex.... And apparently, Alex is a redhead! Mmmm, sexy. I love redheads. I don't think I'll do it, though, not unless Logan convinces Kyle to try an open relationship :P Well, trying to start up my skill house in TSO has failed miserably thusfar. I'm trying to find a good pre-made house for sale, but they're either too fucking expensive or the owners are ALWAYS OFFLINE. Grrrr.... Anyway. I'm done. TTFN! *** Spell out your name using bands/singers. Sugarcult All-American Rejects Relient K Anti-Flag Hawthorne Heights 2) have you ever had a song written about you? If poems count, yes. 3) what songs make you cry? Pretty Girl by Sugarcult, Hey Dad by Good Charlotte and So Cold by Breaking Benjamin 4) what song makes you happy? Polyamorous, Believe and Shallow Bay by Breaking Benjamin, Stuck in America by Sugarcult, Sheep go to Heaven by Cake, Hit the Floor by Linkin Park :D, and, most importantly, Candleburn by Dishwalla 5) what do you like to listen to before bed? Whatever my latest favorite band is. 6) height: 5'7 I think 7) hair color: Reddish-brown 8) eye color: blue or grey or green 11) tattoos: none..*tear* r i g h t n o w 12) what color pants are you wearing?: Black 13) what song are you listening to?: Hit the Floor by Linkin Park :P 14) what taste is in your mouth?: Fettucini Alfredo 15) what's the weather like?: Dark.... 17) are you talking online: Kinda :P 18) have a bad habit?: Chewing on my lips and tons and tons more. 19) get along with your parents?: Right now? My mom is fucking pissing me off. f a v o r i t e s 20) tv show: Whose Line is it Anyway? 21) conditioner: Don't have a favorite, I rarely ever use it. 22) book: Harry Potter series and Name me Nobody 23) restaurant: Soooo many! Northern China, Amore's, Christo's, Red's and the Lucky Wishbone. 24) food: Italian and Chinese 25) thing to do on the weekend: Hang out with Kyle :D 26) Male singer: Ben Burnley (Bet ya didn't know that!) 27) Female Singer:....they suck most of the time l a s t 28) Person you Hugged: Allen-Michael 29) Person you talked to in person: Jess 30) Thing you drank: Diet Pepsi with Lime 31) Person who imed you: Logan 32) Person you imed: Logan :P 33)Person who called you: Sandra 34) Person you called: Kyle, I think. r a n d o m 35) do you have a job: Nope, and hoping to stay that way for a while. 36) your cd player has in it right now: Alanis Morissette.... She's my art music, I can't help it :P 37) if you were a crayon what color would you be?: Red, orange or gray. 38) what makes you happy: music, art, freinds, random laughter and writing/reading 39) what's the next cd you're gonna get: Probably the Hawthorne Heights or Jimmy Eat World CD's