I'm sick, and I'm miserable. The entire family has a cold. And it sucks SO BADLY. What the fuck kind of summer is this?! School AND colds?! Something's not right here. I'm kinda bummed right now. I'm sick, I'm tired, and Breaking Benjamin has disappointed me, yet again. After my doctor's appointment (which was ACTUALLY tomorrow--thanks, Mom) we went over to Best Buy so I could get their new CD, Phobia. See, I'm old school. I drove across town to buy a CD when I could've downloaded it for the same price (only cheaper, because of gas), because I'm dedicated to this band. And what do they do? They let me down. Yeah. This CD isn't that great. The plus side, though, is that it makes me like Saturate a lot better :P But, I'm sad. A few of the songs are alright, but generally, it wasn't worth buying, and it sucks because I've been waiting for this CD all summer! Argh.... And it all started with Chad. Fucking Chad. Breaking Benjamin kicked so much ass until they replaced Jeremy.... Wow, I'm still bitter about that. Ergh. Anyway. Okay, back to depressing shit. LaRee called me the other day and I didn't answer, because I'm not ready to talk to her yet. So she left a message on my cell, and she was really upset and crying. Apparently, she talked to Zack and he told her why he broke up with her, but she didn't say anything else. But it didn't sound good, by the fact that she was crying.... And I haven't called her back. I know she needs someone to talk to, and I really want to talk to her, too, but... I don't know. I can't just sit there and listen to her talk about how much she loves Zack anymore. And I'm not ready to tell her how I feel. Anyway. Different shit. I had a doctor's apointment... a while ago. The doctors think I have sleep apnea. It's incredibly unnerving. You would think sleep apnea is a big deal, but suddenly it went from having trouble sleeping to heart disease. It freaked me out. But the doctor said that sleep apnea can actually be the reason that I've been having a hard time losing weight. I really don't want any surgery or anything, but fuck, if it's gonna help me sleep better AND lose weight, I'm all for it. So yeah, the apointment I went to that's actually tomorrow was at the sleep clinic. How fun. I get to sleep for them. Okay, I have a hard enough time sleeping in my own bed, but I can NOT sleep in different places. That's just not gonna work. But Mom moved that apointment to next week, so hopefully I wont be so phlegmy. And I have an eye doctor apointment on Friday, and I already had two doctor apointment, one to establish the sleep apnea, and one to draw blood. *Sigh* So many freaking doctors. Actually, I can't wait for my eyedoctor apointment. That means I get new glasses ^.^ I have two UBER annoying scratches, one on either lens, and I've had them for a LOOOOOONG time, and I can't wait to get new, scratch free ones :D And on Friday, mom is waking me up at 8:30 *barf* and taking me to the DMV so I can take the test and get my permit. A little late, I know. I hope I get my license by next summer. Then I can get a job that might actually enjoy. Okay. Really long entry. Wow. I'm done now. Bye. TTFN!