Yay! I just got a major compliment! We'll get to that later. So, today kicked butt. In math, not much happened, but Sid and I are kinda starting to talk again, which makes me happy. Then in speech, Bryn and I were messing around on the computer, doing "research" on our debate subject, and Melody showed us this awesome website. The maker of it is fifteen, gay, and HOT!!!! Anyway. Not much happened in Intro to Bio. Sylvia and I are becoming closer friends. Jorge and I are kinda becoming less of friends. Damn. Then in Social Studies, we found out that most people failed on the test we took Friday. Yay! I say yay because I wasn't the one that failed, and because we get to retake it. I got a C, which isn't too bad, but I wanna do better. At lunch, I looked for Erik, but I couldn't find him. It was his Birthday on Saturday, and I wanted to take him out to lunch for his present. But I couldn't find him, so I walked to Quizno's alone. Jasmine and Alicia were there, and they gave me a ride back to school, thank god. (It was friggin' freezing.) Then, in seminar, we read more of Antigone. Alfreda kept leaning her head on my shoulders and sitting really close to me, like she does with the rest of her friends. I hate that. Yech. After school, while I was waiting for Jess, I hung out with Erik and Brendon. They're awesome. Heehee, I love them :P Erik's my soul mate. LOL! Then I went down to the lounge and talked with Rebecca, Jasmine and Alicia. Jasmine made me super-happy :D She said that she loved me because I was like a younger version of Ellen. Hee, that's awesome. After all, after Rebecca leaves Steller, I'll have to carry on the Ellen traditions.... :( So sad without Ellen. Even sadder without Rebecca and Jasmine and Alicia. Well, now I don't feel so good. Mom just came downstairs to tell me more bad news. She was in tears when she told me that Chris has really bad cancer. God! Why does all this shit have to happen to us? This is the kind of crisis that you think will never happen to your family. But lately, everything you think that you could've avoided in life is happening to us. How can this even be possible? I gotta go. Bye. TTFN