Well, I have a really nasty cold. It sucks. I've been home for the last three days (and will be for the rest of the week, most likely). Which means a shit-load of make-up work next week. Tweek just called me. And this explains the title. As I said before (several times), I haven't really been feeling like part of the group lately. Well, on Friday we went to see White Noise after school, and it made me feel even less a part of the group because Becky and Owen were whispering to each other, Tweek was comforting Ella because she was freaked out, and Brendon wasn't talking at all. But when Tweek called a minute ago he said that everyone's been worried about me and that everyone misses me, and that they want me to come to the movies with them tomorrow. It made me feel a lot better. I told him that I might come if mom will let me, even if I'm not going to school. I don't want to go to school tomorrow just because I'll have one less day to work on make-up work then. At least this way I have the weekend. I hate poetry class. I love poetry, and I love Lisa, but all of Lisa's classes are pretty bad. She's over-working us so much! She's making us do a poem a night, which might not seem that bad but most of the kids in that class have only written one or two poems in their lifetime. Hell, I've written tons of poems and I'm still stressed out about it. Grrrrr. Health seems pretty cool. Philip's awesome, although pretty strict. Oh my fucking god, he won't let us say "crap" in class! He says it's a swear word!!! If you say crap in his class, we have to write one hundred sentences saying "I will not use bad language" or something along those lines. Instead we have to pick "alternative" words for it. That's so dumb! Crap IS an alternative word! Sorry, that rule just pisses me off. I've become obssessed with gay films. Really! I saw Broken Hearts Club, which is the BEST MOVIE OF ALL TIME, and I became obssessed with that. Then Jess rented Velvet Goldmine and I watched that with her. It's an uber-weird movie. It's pretty good, but it's really long. Then I rented A Touch of Pink. That's an awesome movie. It's weird too! But both of the guys in that movie are REALLY cute and they look so good together :P And I was gonna rent In and Out the other day too, but I couldn't find it. I need to find more gay movies, before I have a breakdown ^.^ I haven't listened to Breaking Benjamin in a long time. They're still my favorite (along with Green Day) but I'm just bitter because I can't get their new EP. FUCKING BASTARDS NEVER SEND ANYTHING TO ALASKA!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrr. But I heard So Cold Acoustics Live on the radio the other day and I went CRAZY! Ben has the sexiest voice! So does Billie Joe.... Damn all men. Damn them for making me fall hopelessly in love with them. Ya know, I need some gay friends. I really do. I'm a part of the GSA and the GLBTA and all that, but I only know one openly gay guy! And gay guys are so cool! Okay, I really should start working on homework now. Bye bye! TTFN!