I am so fucked up. Okay, the average person doesn't have that big of a problem telling their friends about their problems, right? The averasge person tells their friends when something's wrong. I can't do that. I keep everything bottled up. There's so much about me that people don't know. I mean, even besides emotions and secrets. There's this entire side of me that NONE of my friends have seen. I don't understand why I do this to myself. I guess I just assume that if everyone knew all of me, they wouldn't accept me like they do now. That's sick, I know. I never thought I'd be one of those people that hides who they are because they want someone to accept them, but there it is. I am one of those people. And I really want to let my friends know the real me, the WHOLE me, but I don't even know where to start.