Something I've realized is that I'm about 95% likely of committing suicide before I reach age twenty. I can't explain why--I have a good family, good friends, I do good in school.... There's just something that I hate about my life. I know I don't have anything to bitch about compared to some people, but.... I don't know. My life sucks. My sister's always telling how good my life is, but I just can't get over this. Something I've realized is that my opinions won't change anything. People pretend they care about thirteen-year-old's thoughts just so they won't have to deal with me complaining about it. But really, no one cares about what I have to say, no matter how right OR wrong I am. Something I've realized (long ago) is that love is for suckers. How is it even possible that two people love each other as much as they might say? Love is just a feeling that can come and go, like when you get sick. Yes, that's right. It's a lot like being sick. Both are very annoying and not worth my time. I'm done realizing for today. I'm depressing myself even more. P.S. If you can recognize the header picture, you're sad. *** Feeling: overjoyed Guess what?!?!?!?! I ran into Josh at Fred Meyers today! I'm so happy! We talked for about half an hour while my mom shopped. Haha he's the best. I love him (ironic?). Even though he's gay, I know he loves me too :P Well, I gotta go, because my friend is waiting for me. Buh-bye! TTFN!