Add depressed to my mood also. My cousin-in-law wass in the hospital last night. It's kinda hard to explain why.... It started about three or four months ago. He works (or should I say *worked*) up on the slopes. The gasoline leaked into the drinking water, and he drank it in his coffee. Now he's incredibly sick. Just yesterday, my cousin was taking him to the hospital to get some tests done. On their way home, he blacked out. So my cousin called an Ambulance, then called my mom and told her about it. I was over at my friend Kurt's house when she called me on my cell and said she was gonna pick me up. It pisses me off so much.... The dumbass company he worked for got hundreds of men sick with the shitty facilities and now they're claiming it wasn't their fault! These men could die! My cousin-in-law has SIX kids! What do you think they'll do without him?! His 6-year-old twin boys would be working at the age of ten! Okay, a different subject. This will explain the entry title. I'm through with me "friend" Tweek. He pisses me off so fucking much! His friendship isn't worth his bullshit! Like on Wednesday, I told him that one of my CD's got stolen, and he started yelling about his own CD's. "What happened to them?! You had them in your CD case! Why didn't you give them back?!" Then, once I told him I put them in his backpack, he logged off of Yahoo. He's just full of it. Then today I was trying to tell him about my cousin, and he wouldn't let me talk! So I just forgot about it. I stopped talking to him. Then in gym hockey, after our game, I went outside to get away from it all. Obviously, I'm pretty stressed out, so I just wanted to be alone. He comes running out with all his "friends" (they only talk to him because they'd get in trouble with a dumbass teacher if they didn't) and started yelling and shouting. Tony asked me what was wrong, and Tweek yelled, "She's just tired of me so I'm tired of her!" and wacked me in the back with his hockey stick. I SWEAR TO GOD I'LL KILL HIM!!! Then, at the end of our last class, the teacher was asking everyone how they were gonna spend their weekends. When she got to him, he said, "I'm gonna curl up in bed and be all depressed wondering why it seems like all my friends hate me." Jee. I wonder. *** Tomorrow some of my friends from the GLBTteens group are going out for brunch at Village Inn. I might go. It sounds fun. I'll probably get a pie for brunch ;) Then after that, there's a Living Out Loud celebration. I'm not sure what it is.... I haven't read the e-mails.... But it has something to do with GLSEN of GLBT so I might go to that too. *** I went on a walk with a couple of my friends from last year. We walked around for a while and just talked. They're about the only people I know that I can just talk with, without anything else going on. It's nice. We went to my friend's house. We were gonna watch Cabin Fever with his dad, but I called my mom just to tell her, and she said that my aunt was flying in from California today so I would want to come home. So I got to talk to Debbie and Brenda and Pat again. Pat told me about this new concert that's going on next Firday. He said that Driveline got a new style.... He said that they were doing stuff with more string instruments like pianos, and that he was gonna teach himself to play the violin so they could do some stuff with that too. It sounds really awesome. It's so cool to know someone in a band, 'cause then that person knows other people and you get to know them.... Anyway. Okay, I can tell from a half a day that I don't need Tweek in my life. He's a pest, and he was building even more stress for me, intead of helping me with my stress, like friends are supposed to. I'm officially through with him unless he gets a serious attitude adjustment. My cousin-in-law's doing better. He stopped taking morphine (or however you spell it) so the pain must be going down. I just wish the dumbass company would take responsibility for it. It's not like the workers put the gasoline in their own water and drank it! Okay, one quick thing: Sid, if you're reading this, you need to put something in your diary. You could always talk about me lol ;) TTFN