Feeling: shitty Jordan's got me crying. He IM'ed me saying that he was such a loser and a failure. I was almost scared. I didn't knwo what to do. So I comforted him, and once he calmed down he told me that one of his friends, who he thought he could trust most in the world, was using him. It took me a while to make him feel better. Then I told him that writing always relieved some of my stress, so he did. He wrote a poem, and showed it to me. I was begging him to tell me this guy's name, but he wouldn't tell. I asked him for his e-mail so I could tell him off, but Jordan said that he didn't know it. God. I hate fuckers like that. Why would someone do that? Especially to someone as amazing as Jordan? He doesn't deserve it! He's the nicest guy you could ever meet, and anyone who he calls a friend is the luckiest person in the world. Anyone who would abuse his trust like that isn't worthy of a fucking life. I wish it wasn't a felony to kill low-life scum like that creep. I can't see through my tears. It wouldn't bother me so much if it was any of my other friends, but Jordan's self-esteem is low enough already, thanks to asswholes like Tweek. I just wish I could make him realize how great he is somehow. God, why does bad shit always happen to him? He doesn't fucking deserve it! I hope you're happy, whoever the FUCK it was that did this to him. I hope you enjoyed bringing him down even farther. I wouldn't be surprised if he can't get up next time.