Well. I just had a rather uncomfortable conversation with Pat and Brenda. At least, it was uncomortable for me. I think Jess is the only one who noticed (considering she's the only one in the conversation that know I'm bi). They came over for dinner tonight because they couldn't make it on Monday. It was really cool, we were having awesome, deep conversations like we usually do. And then mom and dad went to dance class, so Brenda and Pat stuck around for a little and watched TV with us. We started talking about the O.C. and how dumb it is, and somehow we got started on how one of the girls in there is bi. Pat and Brenda started in on bisexuality. Pat said he thought that it was just sexual confusion, which didn't really bug me all taht much because a lot of people think that. But Brenda said she thought that homosexuality was okay and heterosexuality was okay, but bisexuality is just sexual perversion. Then Pat brought up the point that most child molesters are bi. I wanted to scream! I wanted to tell them to stop talking about things they don't know about--I know, bitchy, but I have the right, I went through it, they didn't! It was horrible. I wanted to just blurt out the fact that I'm bi, just scream it at them, but I didn't want to start in on that because Brenda's the only cousin I can have a conversation with without wanting to rip out my hair, and Pat is awesome to talk to. So I was completely stuck! I didn't know what to do. And if the subject comes up again, I'm just going to tell them. Maybe they'll be more careful of what they say around me. I know I'm really freaking out over this. It doesn't bother me when other people say stuff like that, but this is different. THIS IS BRENDA AND PAT! Two of the people I look up to most! I just hate that they would think that!