Aunt Addie died on Sunday. I haven't really felt like writing lately, but I figured I should let you all in on what's been going on. PLEASE don't tell me how sorry you are to hear that my aunt died. I've heard it a MILLION times. I get it. You're sorry. I am 100% idiot. I started ANOTHER FRIGGIN' STORY!!!! What's wrong with me? Why can't I just stick with one story? Carol and I have decided to make an online Jeremy shrine to see if we can get him back on the band. I doubt it'll work, but we could try :D Then we're gonna post the link on shallowbay.net boards and breakingbenjamin.com boards so everyone can see it. Okay, here's some big news. I'm going to Washington for a week for Addie's funeral. I'm gonna be coming back with a lot of stuff that I don't need, because we get some of her stuff. We're gonna be staying at her house, which is a tad creepy. I wanna have her house though.... She has the coolest house. There are TONS of bedrooms, it's awesome. Dammit, I want to go to a friggin' all-girl's school. At least that way I wouldn't get crushes so easily. I have a new crush. He's hot. He's blond, he's skinny, he's tall, and I'm praying he's not British, because if he were, I would be forced to jump him. His name's Jared. I've always liked that name.... Only problem is, he's a tenth grader. He's in Kyra's counselling group. We were talking during pictures today, and I pointed him out to her. She told me to go ask him out.... I think she tends to forget that I'm not a Freshman. He's a Sophomore, and I'm an eightball, plus he's never met me, probably never even noticed me, so, I'm screwed. If Kyra asked him out, she'd actually have reasonable age differences with him. Two years is too much for dating in school. I wish it wasn't, though.... Oh. Yeah. I fucked my pictures up really badly. But whatever. Okay, I've been spending too long writing in here. I need to finish checking my mail and packing. I'll write again as soon at I have the chance. TTFN