I forgot what ambivalent means.... :P Okay, I've got a lot of shtuff to say. I'm feel quite a bit better today. Still stressed, but better. And happy, even. First the depressing stuff so I can get it out of the way. Why the fuck does it feel like I'm losing my best friend? I've gone without talking to Jordan for way longer than this, and yet I feel like we're floating apart now.... I don't know why. God, I don't know anything anymore. It made me so sad. Yesterday, I was talking to Carol on MSN, and Jess's computer fucked up, so I had to restart it, and when I logged back in it froze again, and I tried again and it did it AGAIN, so finally I just went to my room and used my laptop, and when I got online, Carol already logged off :( I was so sad! I've been saying fuck a lot.... Anyway. I went to see Domino with Mom and Dad. It was kick-ass. And rather uncormfortable to watch with your parents :P There were quite a few naked girls, and I saw Keira Knightley's boobs! WOOT! God, I'm obsessed with her. She's amazing. Other than that, what's happened.... Mom, Dad and I moved the TV and stuff downstairs again yesterday. I'm happy about that. Next weekend or sometime with week we're gonna get my dartboard set up on the wall down there :D It'll be cool. I'm gonna clear out the closet under the stairs and put my eisle there, so I'll have somewhere to paint. It'll be cool, my own little area :D I think I'm gonna put an old beck in there too so I can write. I also need a stereo, and then I'll be all good :P I'm gonna go, gotta work on homework. TTFN!