Well, today was cool. (More like yesterday, but whatever.) It's four in the morning right now :P My cousins are spending the night tonight, and we're having soooo much fun. They came over earlier and we had dinner together and played DDR and TSO a LOT. Then the adults left :P I played board games with Seth and Jamie for a while, while Allan-Michael played TSO :P It was fuuuuun. Anyway. What to talk about now.... I was hoping that Kyle and I could get together tomorrow... today :P but it doesn't look like that's gonna happen. *Sigh* Oh well. Next weekend I'm planning on have a sleepover with both guys and girls. I wish more of my friends were dating people, we could have a makeout party.... Aaaaaanyway..... I figured something out. Every time I start to miss Kyle, I just listen to Candleburn and I feel better :) It makes me all warm and happy inside! Oh, yeah! I almost forgot! I went to h2Oasis with Tweek, Ryan and David on Thursday! It was so much fun! We stayed there from two till around six.... :D Ugh, Ryan's hot. I must say, I still kinda like him, but that doesn't really matter. I mean it, it's not just something that people tell to themselves to convince them that they're happy in their current situations. I honestly don't give a shit what Ryan thinks of me. He's just my eyecandy :D And he makes some damn good eyecandy.... Besides that, I don't have a lot going on. I finished the newest chapter of All I've Got.... I don't know what to do now. I don't know what I want to happen anymore. I was so sure of what I was gonna do, but then my readers pointed out a few things about it and I realized it wasn't so practical.... Hmmm.... Oh, argh, it depresses me, Stevo is selling his house on TSO :( So Nicki and I are out on our asses to fend for ourselves. I could never find a cooler house than that! I loved that house and the roomies! What could ever be better than Ovets, my brother-in-law ( :P ), and Ikcin, my lesbian lover, in the same house?! Ha. I'll tell you what could be better. Eric, Stevo and Nicki in the same house. That would be awesome, but apparently Eric is ignoring Stevo and Stevo thinks he hates him, so I have NO idea what's going on. Damn friend drama. Speaking of which, I'm worried about Sandra. I shouldn't talk about it now though.... Cousins are around. I'll write about it later when I'm alone. TTFN! P.S. Wow, I feel so good now that the whole Sidney thing is in the past. That was all I could think about before I e-mailed him, and now it's like that whole thing is GONE! *** Oh yeah, and something that I didn't want to write in here earlier because my little cousins were around.... Allen-Michael and Seth found out I'm bi, and I think that Alex has his suspicions too. Allen-Michael and Seth don't care, which I'm really glad about, because they're the only cousins my own age and I would hate it if they were freaked out by it. Alex was pretty grossed out when he saw the picture that Carol drew that I put on my wall and I told him to shut up or get out, so that's why he's wondering :P But yeah, Alex would be pretty freaked out if he found out, but I hae him anyway. He gets so annoying. He's better than he used to be though. Whatever. The only important thing right now is, MY FAMILY ISN'T FREAKING OUT OVER IT! YAY!!!