i have the erge to do it again but i keep reminding my self how much people will be mad at me. mercis mom is comming to get me and merci in a little while and she dropping me off at my house...in the past two days i have only gotten 5 hours of sleep and on top of that i have leika the flu or something...my dad called me and told me that i cant sleep all day like usall..he thinks it unhealthy and bad casue then i wont sleep at night..in his words he wants me to to somethign usefull not just lay around waiting for something to happen. tomarrow dan is going over mercis and were all gunna chill ..i guess he familys comming over for a litte while but she doenst care...im so tired and in a weird mood..like all the girls are in the kitchen and im putting my self out of it and not talking to anyone..ive only said 5 words in the past hour... I cannot leave hereI cannot stay Forever haunted more than afraid Asphyxiate on words I would say Im drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue There are no flowers no not this time There'll be no angels gracing the lines Just these dark words I find Id show a smile but im too weak Id share with you could I only speak Just how much this hurts me I cannot stay here I cannot leave Just like all I loved I make believe Imagine hard I disappear seems No one will appear here in the clearing There are no flowers no not this time There'll be no angels gracing the lines Just these dark words I find Id show a smile but i'm too weak Id share with you could I only speak Just how much this hurts me Id tell you how it haunts me Id tell you how it haunts me cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams Id tell you how it haunts me cuts through my day, and sinks into my dreams You dont care that it haunts me Oh There are no flowers no not this time There'll be no angels gracing the lines Just these dark words I find. Id show a smile but im too weak Id share with you could I only speak Just how much this hurts me. Just how much this hurts me Just how much you...