ahh this weekend was long i thought it would never be sunday.Its not it was a bad weekend but i didnt really get any sleep.If i did i was always woken up. Friday teddy want5ed us to go to this party thing me tammy and alexa desided to just say fuck it and go have some fun for our self.We came down to my neighborhood and got baked and walked back to alexas house around 11. Teddy called saturday mornign at 9 and woke me up witch i was ok with i knew i woudl wake up sooner or later. I guess he got hammered him and brent drove around looking for my hosu ebut then ended up going back tot he party drank some more and teddy stubled home and brent locked himself in his car and just passed out. Saturday we walked to amotoes and this black guy and two white guys stopped and asked us if we wanted to go partie at their hotel later. we refused,. We told teddy abotu it and he got all bent up..he went o to nicks and tammy went on a wlka by helrself and we and alexa moewed the lawn then teddy and nick came and got me an alxa on the dirtbikes we went down to the pond and teddy went back for tammy.Nicks cousin was there were bought a 30 pack of beer and of course me nick and ryan got hammard. i picked a fight wiht tammy but just ened up laughen casue ryan fell off the dirt bike. we all wanted more beer so we went to nicks hsoue and ryan went to go get beer but never came back so we went to teddys house and we chilled in the winibago and teddys dad went and got beer and we just drank.teddys parents got drunk wiht us witch was cool and we all planned a campoiing trip and tedys mom wanteds to bring us all down to the barn.I got really pissed at tammy casue she wasntlistening to me..gah i wante ot kill her so i ened up just walkign out she soon followed. when we got home we went in joeys room and she was on the couch an di was on the bed and we talk..she is tryignh to convience me that i need someone new in my life but liek i told her i dont want to be liek you ..like having to deal wiht him and his shit and having just another person mad at my actions and always havin to check in wiht him and just the fights..gah couldnt handle it..she got where i was comming form so it was relived ually she doesnt get what im trying to say.Today me aleca tammy and hillary went to the old port festival..we saw that black guy and his frineds...tammsy ex b/f..and i saw britta..good thing we desided not to bring teddy and nick just becasue teddy woudl have gotten all bent up I saw merci megan noah and nick..i talked to megan and merci didnt even say one word.It felt kinda weird.Tammy came up to me and was like is merci mad at you ..i dont even have a clue i asked megan but she said she didnt know..i dont even know ...in all we ad a good weekend...im so tired so i shall be P.S dan moved well i guess hes comming down to take the finals and maye stay a while if sterlings grandmother says he can..eh very sad hes finally gone. In a way i feel im not gunna see him again..just one of those gut feelings i mean like why would he want to ever come back to south portland its a bunch of bullshit anyways. Im really hoping he has a better live in NH i talked wiht him online and he said it sucks so far but soon things will all work out..hopefully he comes for a visit