Reality is truly scaring me i wa sinfromed today that my sister has ran off wiht some guy and has left her child. i cant belive some of the htings that my sisters do. nick is completly honest and doesnt really ntohgin wrong. so i woke up today to julie calling and informing me that her and my dad are gogijnt o boothbay where my brother and sisters are and close family friends. my dad desisded not to tell me and maybe let me sleep threw it so he coudl just leave a note liek usall?my dad doesnt want me to go for the third time witch i think is totally unfair casue i mena its my family not julies and hes asked her to go the past three times. and i mean i want to be able to see my family casues its these rare accoasions im not inccluded. so i put up a fight and my dad said i coudl go but im gunna be bored casue hes just gunna smoke pot and drink witch means i will be sitting some where totally bored. but it just pisses me off casue its my familynto julies an dliek he invites her every time and when i confront him hes always leik next time it wil be you and me and he has said that that past three times. but whatever. so i guess im just left here again to wait til he gets home and sit around. i want to hang out wiht dan but he went camping with jared i guess or thats what britta told me. im worried about dan casue he really has no place to go..but i told him my hosu eis always open if he ever needed anything. and he knows that by now. im worried abotu the drugs he has been doign and wants to do. i really dont want to see that kid get hurt or anything. i would give a lot to that kid i think he just needs to clean up his life and shit but how do i explain this to him with out gettign mad???