So I stayed home sick today...i really am sick but i could have gone but it would have been a diaster. I woke up at like 4 this morning and like i couldnt breathe so i went and got a drink and i got wicked dizzy and had to wait liek 5 minutes before i could up the the stairs to my room. Then i slept till 12. I sound like a retared when i talk casue im sick and i find it funny. I would rather be this sick then go to school actully casue im starting to really hate school like so much casue like there is never a time i really want to be there.But i know i have to stick with it weather i like it or not. whcich is dumb but whatever.I remeber in liek 7th grade i barley ever went to school and in liek 8th grade i went to school ike 2 or 3 times a week. those were the good days. like having to go to school everyday can just be so hard if you like wake up everymoring not even wanting to get up and goining somewhere you dred. Anyways.so im thinking im gunna lay on the couch all day and watch movies and pass out again till like 7 tonight.ive been reading liek the first enrty in my diary i ever wrote..i used ot be sad and angry, ive realized ho much htings have changed..feelings and friends.im hoping i get better casue i wantt to hang out wiht mike soon he just makes me so happy later dudes i dont want you to think you are anything less than amazing