today in school i was soo pissed off for various reasons... all i wanted to do why cry but i just couldnt let it get to that I skipped science casue my mouth hurt and i just coudnt deal wiht anyone.sos i walked aroudn wiht casey and went to every lunch and travis was gunan pick me and casey up and just go ride around and casey wanted wendys but travgis had to go tot he back and said he would take us sometime next week. mrs.whitemore ask em if i was okay while i was walking down the hall she said i looked upset but i lied and said i was okay and not to worry about it. Second lunch Tammy and tara were worried abotu me but i brushed them away and assuered them i was okay. I just felt liek i have lost conrtrol over everythign i have and its just so hard to deal. I keep telling my self not to let anythign bother me and just to froget abotu it all and just live. but for some reason i just cant I just dont knwo what to do with my self