i havent written in a while and this is whats going on situation with mom> well i havent seen her in a while and she keeps puttin gof the day when i go up to her house and get my birthday presents. She has been blamming me a lot and you knwo what the hell i let her. of course i stick up for my self but she just calls me a bitch.I dont even care anymore if she wants to be like that then she can situation wiht dad> me and my dad are doing good.We havent had a fight in a long time and he seems to be in rather good moods latly. Witch has made my life go a lot easier. whats i ahve been doing latly> well last weekend on friday alexa tammy and me went to teddys and his cousin showed up in the truck so we all got high and then i drank liek 6 mikes hard lemonades. Saturday nick came over teddys hosue wiht teddys cousin and we smoked a blunt and watched teddys cousin ( big nick) and little nick (nick coffin) skateboard it was funny casue nick was wasted.And then we talked abotu some of the weirdest stuff and then we planted some pot Sunday i just got backed. Monday was my birthday aand i just hung out wiht the girls. Around liek 9 aundra came and picked me tammy and teddy up and we dripped alexa off and alexa took one of the beers and nick got all mad casue she didnt ask and just didnt even say bye..they havent talked sence. Anyways we drove down to cape and tried to get a bag but we coudlnt so we dorve aroudn nick wanted to break somethign but that nevber happened so we drove down this road and liek chiiled down there and then the car ride to my hsoue was wicked funny. Aundra was drunk and driven and i was liek just laughen.I gueess after they dropped us off they drove out to boston and went and got hammerd. Tusdays me and tammy went to the dock and alexa was wlakign from her hosue and was soposed tomeet us there but leik when she was walking teddy and aundra saw her and so they all came down. Then they left anf then dan came over and we all got baked then teddys wasted and liek packs his bags and shows up at my house. merci and dan didnt really talk to any of them witch was akward. then yesturday tammy alexa kim and teddy came over and we chilled all day and went to the beach and just got high then kim went home and then all the rest of us went ot my hosue and everyone slept over..my dad came home drunk and i had a nice talk wiht him and he gave me some random 20 bucks.Last night i got kinda pissed casue teddy and tammy took over my whole bed so i just walked in the living room and hung out there for a hwile and alexa was passed out on my couch. me and teddy are getting along a lot better latly like when we talk we really talk it lie a conversation. And liek he will tell me whats wrong and tell me how hes feelign and like just trust me. I think hes liek gettiung to knwo me casu eliek when he fist hung out iwth me i was usally drunk and i was just dumb and hyper and then when im stoned im waicked layed back.Tammy ofetn gets mad casue when im high(usally all the time) i dont really talk and liek she wants entertainment but liek im tired and shit. but leik the past couple days teddys leik seem me sovber and un stoned and liek i guess he ha sliek seen the real e i guess you could say. I just got back form alexas i walked over ther and fell asleep casu ei didnt get any sleep last night and then teddy told tammy to have me call him whne i get up so i called him and we talked and i met hima nd gave him 20 bucks and hes goign to get a bottle and were gunan get wasted otmarrow..i dont know if nick has to work hopefuly not casu ei want him and alexa to talk and just his compony is always nice and enteraining. But he acts different aroudn differnt ppl casu eliek when he sober or unhigh he is shy and doesnt really talk but liek if hes drunk and just aroudn me tammy and teddy he talsk so much and is such a roit but when alexas there he snt that funny but talks but not as much as he ualslly doesnt. Alexa is having a hard time desiseding weather or not she likes him. I know it is hard for her to choose casue there is many good things abotu him but negitives too. Well we will see what ahappenes tomarrow.i will right tomarrow or somethign