i havent written in a while so i thought I would.. last night me alexa teddy tammy and nick got trashed :)...everythgin seems so rigth latly i dont even know i went to the taking back sunday concert it was ok..megan and merci and hillary meet me and jackie theer..i felt to weird being around megan casue it had been such a long time..but it ment everythgin cause i missed her so much. Seeing her and merci togtether and laughen reminded me of me and megan...the good old days..i cant wait till this summer hopfully me megan and merci hang out...i feel bad casue liek latly i have just being hanging out wiht tammy and alexa and partyinjg and i knwo megan and merci are my true friends and they would do things for me tammy and alexa woudnt do.. its liek the same situation i felt wiht megan and merci liek them two have their b/fs and same wiht alexa and tammy but most of the time i dont care casue im to drubnk ot even notice.. today we were sopposed to hang out wiht hillary btu liek if we haung uout wiht her we woudnt be able to leik do anythgin casue her mom calls her every 10 min casue she deosnt trust hillary..when me alexa and tammy went to amotoes we had a talk about hillary..she like tried to get attion and make ppl feel bad..and leik even when i cut i didnt go tellign everyone..and leik tammy says she only does it so nick and teddy woudl feel bad an be her frined..tammys ays it doesnt matter what i do nick an dteddy like me.. i just find it pathetic how some ppl are attion craved liek that..i feel bad we didnt hang out wiht her but she sounded ok with it..latly i feel relaxed and leik life is just a breeze..i knwo my dad has a problem wiht me always being away form howm on the weekends but he has been dealing wiht ok cause now he has time to just hang otu with his friends..me and my dads life has be so layed back..we havent fought so long it feels good not having to worry abotu my dads thoguhts and weather hes mad at me or not