its 7 in the mornigng and i woke up in tears and i cant go back to sleep. yesturday was the best day ever an di knwo if i didnt have my friends there wiht me all day i think it could have been the worst day ever no joke.I hung out wiht tammy and alexa and hillary ...we went to for williums and had a picnic and then we layed ontop of the forts and sarred at the sky and then we sat on the rocks and it was just silent and it was soo nice. then we walked to the pond and joked and laughed and looked for frogs. then later on we went to millcreak and just walked around. then me and tammy came to my hsoue and alexa walked home. Tammy is one of the nicest ppl know. she knew i was down but wasnt showing it and she made me feel totally great about my self. she told me i had beautiful eyes and a bunch of other stuff. but just fr some reason i was so happy yesturday when i should have been crying. witch in a way shows me my friends care and they only want me to be happy. Today i am haning out with merci and dan i have no clue what we are doing but i know i have to come home early casue i have so much homework. And i think i need some time by myself and just some extra sleep to make the day good. I dont want want to sit insdie so hopefully mercis in the mood to go do something. well i have to go smoke a butt i long to cry, cry till everything in me is gone casue at least i will know everythign is okay cya later