well today i kinda just laid low. The high light of my day was just talking to ellie for an hour and saying what i was thinking about. She asked me if i was alright..of couse i didnt lie to her and i told her what was up. I had detention and just cought up on all my work i stressed out all day becasue i just didnt want to be around anyone. Everyone is so judgmental and it bothers me. The is never ever really ever a reason why is what i told myself all day. I kinda put my self out of everyones reach and took my self out od scoiety as much as a could. Tammy cale dme today and she was kinda in a bad mood teddy and her are neing dumb. Teddy has all these faslse acuzations and leik so i just randonly called him up and talked to him for liek an hour and just tried to explain whats going on. I said most of the things i felt in a very nicly way witch i was proud of casue sometimes i just want to scream it in his face. well i did my part in that relationship at the moment and i hope tammy realizes i just saved her and teddy relationship becasue he said that liek after i talked to him he understanded more and knew where i was comming from.I think me and teddy are gunnna get along much better now liek im no afriad of telling him whats up. Im just glad i got some of the things i wanted to say out of my head.I just am glad i got it over with. Im goign to sleep its been a kinda bad day and im not uyp for staying up and writing any longer fuck it this theres a tomarrow! today sucked i thoguht of you all day. Stranger flowers yet There will never come a day that will ever regret The hours days years and the minutes The joy the pain the sunshine and rain in it The drives on the coast to nowhere Nothing to say just sit and stare Theres nothing like the comfort of a silence thats comfortable Not talking small just skip the bull Then I find myself in servility Didnt think that was my ability I go a yard and a mile to make you smile But then Im happy see I got so many ways to make your gaze elliptical Got a ways to go futures so Criptical and Im glad Just another many things weve had Stranger flowers still If your gonna wanna go another day I will Like this make it a deal Sealed with a kiss Sealed with a fell of impermanent bliss Today my love we shall let the world slide Turn off the ringer and just glide For we shall never be youger again than What do you see