well im sitting here at tammy house right now.. we were sopossed to leave an hour ago and we havent even herd from teddy. Tammy wont even call him i always have to and its hwer b/f so it fuckign bothers me. I want to leave right now . I woke up at 9 this morning and tammys mom gave alexa a rie home to see if she could go but she cant since teddy sparents arnt going. Im kinda glad casue first she woudnt even go but no since last night nick desided tog o she wats to now. Last night was dumb..teddy and nick were sopossed to meet us on the path and the scared the shit out of us. We didnt even know nick was gunna be there we got bakked and then we started a fire and i was talkin and nick was laughening his ass off....we walked to his house at 11 and he stole a bottle of wine and drank it all and got twisted awe got back to tammmys at 12:30 and her dad came home so we had to go in and me nick and alexa walked tward the door and tammy and teddy made out for liek 30 min and me and nick and alexa were saying shit andf then laughen. Nicks bent casue alexa cant go. I guess she would have been able to but no one told teddy so he coudl tell his mom to lie. but at this point right now im thinking were not even going casue fuck head hasnt even called and is usally slow. And tamy even said to me if we dont go tonight thne shes not gogin tomarrow. Shes pissed right no casue i threw her skirt on the floor that she is soposed to wear. God im gettin fed up abotu how she always has to lok perfect its dumb!good and like whenim stoned and i say sopemthign that ui usally woudnt say that iw oudl just keep to myself i tell her and i wake up nd i cat belive i told her.well im gunna go sleepliek i already did for 3 hours tryign to waste time ill we go but that aint happening now is it?!