yeh so latly every day me alexa and tammy have gone on random walks and we always find out self at the cliff or on the sand hill and on nights we uslly go up there and have our fires. I have stopped fight wiht tammya nd teddy and we are all a little closer. I just give up and pnly worry abotu whats happenign right then and there..tomarrow i have to go to the old port qand then i dont knwo what..im kinda thinking abotu moving out? hmm dont know..i have come to the conclusion i am an emotional drunk person...but i dont even care..ive stopped most of my bad habbits..so yay for me. latly everythigns is about other ppl and i just really go along wiht what they say. and i dotn feel one bit bad for myself one bit..all that jas happened and happeninf is for a reason and my choice