Its been a while Since I could hold my head up high and it's been a while Since I first saw you Its been a while since i could stand on my own two feet again and its been a while since i could call you But everything I cant remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that Ive rendered Ive stretched myself beyond my means Its been a while since i could say that i wasnt addicted and Its been a while Since I could say I love myself as well and Its been a while Since Ive gone and fucked things up just like i always do It's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear when im with you But everything I cant remember as fucked up as it may seem the consequences that Ive rendered Ive gone and fucked things up again Why must i feel this way? just make this go away just one more peaceful day Its been awhile Since I could lok at myself straight and its been awhile since i said im sorry Its been awhile Since Ive seen the way the candles light your face Its been awhile But I can still remember just the way you taste But everything I cant remember as fucked up as it may seem I know its me i cannot blame this on my father he did the best he could for me Its been a while Since I could hold my head up high and its been a while since i said im sorry